It‘s been a few years Litsy, I kept on reading-ish. This year has been the hardest of my life (so far). I lost some important people, the most important being my best friend. Best friend is such an inadequate way to describe our relationship. She was everything to me and I‘m so lost without her. Been in a self sabotage spiral since. 40 pages in and I have some hope that I‘ll make it through this unimaginable loss.