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Self-Portrait with Boy
Self-Portrait with Boy: A Novel | Rachel Lyon
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A compulsively readable and electrifying debut about an ambitious young female artist who accidentally photographs a boy falling to his deathan image that could jumpstart her career, but would also devastate her most intimate friendship. Lu Rile is a relentlessly focused young photographer struggling to make ends meet. Working three jobs, responsible for her aging father, and worrying that the crumbling warehouse she lives in is being sold to developers, she is at a point of desperation. One day, in the background of a self-portrait, Lu accidentally captures on film a boy falling past her window to his death. The photograph turns out to be startlingly gorgeous, the best work of art shes ever made. Its an image that could change her lifeif she lets it. But the decision to show the photograph is not easy. The boy is her neighbors son, and the tragedy brings all the buildings residents together. It especially unites Lu with his beautiful grieving mother, Kate. As the two forge an intense bond based on sympathy, loneliness, and budding attraction, Lu feels increasingly unsettled and guilty, torn between equally fierce desires: to use the photograph to advance her career, and to protect a woman she has come to love. Set in early 90s Brooklyn on the brink of gentrification, Self-Portrait with Boy is a provocative commentary about the emotional dues that must be paid on the road to success, a powerful exploration of the complex terrain of female friendship, and a brilliant debut from novelist Rachel Lyon.
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squirrelbrain
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Such a good book and so much to think about… life, death, friendship, art, poverty.

Lu is a struggling photographer who inadvertently takes a photo of her neighbours‘ son falling from their rooftop. Should she sell it or not?

None of the characters were likeable but that made the book even more compelling. This is a debut novel and a I can‘t wait to see what this author does next.

Thanks so much for sending me this @BarbaraBB - I lived it!

TrishB This one looks good 👍🏻 3y
BarbaraBB I am very happy to hear that. I loved it too and hoped/expected you would too ❤️ 3y
Cathythoughts I really enjoyed this one very much 👍🏻❤️ 3y
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squirrelbrain
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It‘s here! @BarbaraBB 😘 Thank you!

It arrived on a different van to the usual post as it was an extra-special delivery! Love the card!

I‘m intrigued by The Discomfort of Evening - I recall both yours and @rockpools reviews and it sounds like quite a challenge! I always love following along with your NYRB book club reads and it‘s lovely that you have sent one of your faves. The tagged book sounds right up my street and has lots of Litten love!

BarbaraBB Just one day late! The Discomfort of Evening is very uncomfortable but well, it did win the International Booker, maybe you‘ll like it. Of both others I‘m pretty sure you‘ll enjoy them 🤍 3y
Cathythoughts I loved Self Portrait With Boy 👍🏻❤️ look forward to your thoughts 3y
rockpools Discomfort is memorable. (I‘m remembering it all over again 😳) That‘s a wonderful birthday haul - you need a good fortnight‘s holiday to read them all now! 3y
squirrelbrain I‘m worried about Discomfort now @rockpools 😬. The trouble is deciding which book to read first - I think I might have to make a lucky dip as I just can‘t choose! 3y
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emilyhaldi
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Dreaming of warmer days in Florida last week... still chilly back here in Ohio 😣
I loved this book! Compelling and unexpected and perfect for a day by the pool ⛱
Thanks to @BarbaraBB for inspiring this purchase!

vivastory Hope you enjoyed your vacation! I need to touch base with you about the NYRB discussion. Is your email address still the same? 4y
emilyhaldi Yes it‘s still the same! @vivastory reach out anytime- I‘m just starting the book today 🤗 4y
BarbaraBB I‘m so happy you liked it. This book needs more praise 😉! And how wonderful to have been to Florida and the sun. I‘m aching for some summer too. Netherlands are probably as chilly as Ohio. Waiting for sun and a vaccin 😀 4y
vivastory Great! I messaged you. 4y
emilyhaldi I agree!! @BarbaraBB I was totally surprised by how much I loved this book- the writing was less cheesy than I for some reason anticipated. I hope she comes out with more books. And hope you get that vaccine & sunshine soon 🙏🏻✨ 4y
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bookandbedandtea
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Not buying many physical books means I don't get much #bookmail but all of these just arrived to brighten my cold, snowy day. They make me so happy!

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la_rose_noire
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One picture, a million ethical questions! Should Lu take advantage of her friend's tragedy in the name of arts? #arts #photography #ethics #covercrush

Cathythoughts I thought this a very good book 👍🏻 4y
BarbaraBB Loved this one ❤️ 4y
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la_rose_noire
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This one is promising! #integrity #ethics #death # currentlyreading #covercrush

Cathythoughts Oh I really enjoyed this one 💕 4y
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BarbaraBB
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Day 4 of #12booksof2020

This one was longlisted for the #ToB a few years ago and on a whim I bought it because I loved the cover. I left it unread until earlier this year. Unexpectedly I was blown away by the writing. The book is about a broken starting artist but it‘s about so much more!

Andrew65 Sounds great, not one I‘ve heard of. 4y
emilyhaldi I think I‘m going to choose this for my family mark-up book club! 4y
BarbaraBB @emilyhaldi That would be a good choice I think. It‘s very readable and touches upon various themes. 4y
Suet624 Already stacked, but your review would have inspired me. 4y
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bookwormlife
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Presenting my year's 'icing on the cake'! 🍰
I get why the author says her protagonist, Lu, contains multitudes... #book52

BarbaraBB I hope you like it. It was one of my favorites this year 4y
bookwormlife @BarbaraBB I finished it, the struggle to finish and to savor was quite high! I loved it and it's one of my favorites too!! 💜 4y
BarbaraBB Yay! I am glad to hear this. The book deserves more love! 4y
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Cinfhen
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“In order to remember, you must forget”
I liked this book but the middle section really dragged on for way too long. An exploration of motherhood, friendship, ambition and art. The writing was sharp, insightful and true to NY. Time & place was fabulous💕Thanks for the audio narration suggestion @Megabooks and for the book recommendation @BarbaraBB
#DoubleSpin @TheAromaofBooks

Cathythoughts That‘s you liked it! I did too 👍🏻 4y
BarbaraBB Great review! 4y
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TheAromaofBooks Woohoo!! 4y
Cinfhen I‘m on a roll @TheAromaofBooks but no BINGO yet!!! 4y
Cinfhen I liked this one @BarbaraBB @Cathythoughts but it wasn‘t a WOW WOW WOW 4y
Megabooks I second great review! 4y
Cinfhen Thanks @Megabooks 😊 4y
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Cinfhen
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Julia Whelan is a rock star 🌟 Her narration is SO GOOD 🙌🏻💕I‘m at the mid-way point and I‘m totally intrigued. I don‘t think this will make my top 2020 list but it‘s very good. Curious to see where this book is going

BarbaraBB 😅 4y
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Cinfhen
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Just started this one on the recommendation of both @BarbaraBB and @Megabooks 🥰It‘s also my #DoubleSpin @TheAromaofBooks 🙌🏻So far it‘s very compelling, I‘m a huge fan of narrator Julia Whelan 🎧💜

TheAromaofBooks Woohoo!! 4y
BarbaraBB 🤞🏽🤞🏽🤞🏽🤞🏽💕 4y
BarbaraBB And @Cathythoughts loved it too! 4y
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Megabooks I thought you‘d enjoy it. I had the hardest time with the beginning. It just gets better! 4y
Cinfhen I was a little nervous about this one because I HATED What I Loved but so far I‘m hooked @BarbaraBB @Megabooks 💕 4y
Cathythoughts I read it & I absolutely loved it 👍🏻❤️ a great recommendation from @BarbaraBB (edited) 4y
BarbaraBB That‘s why I was a bit afraid you wouldn‘t like this one either (again, art and NY) but I‘m happy you do! 4y
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Megabooks
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Thanks for the rec @BarbaraBB 💖

An interesting look at art, ambition, love, and death in 1990s Brooklyn. Lu Rile is trying to break into the art world, all while living with more established artists in a loft warehouse in DUMBO. When she catches a neighbor‘s son falling to his death on film, she has to decide between cashing in on her best work and maintaining her close relationship with his mother. 4⭐️

#bookspinBINGO

Cathythoughts I loved the tagged book ❤️👍🏻 4y
Megabooks @Cathythoughts yes!! 💜👍🏻 Barbara made a really good rec! 4y
Cathythoughts She did ! I got this from her review too 👍🏻❤️ 4y
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Megabooks You know, @Cinfhen , this is probably a great audiobook. It‘s read by Julia Whelan, and while I don‘t always love her, I can really hear her in my head as Lu, Kate, and Steve. 🤷🏻‍♀️ It‘s a few years old and not an audible exclusive, so you might want to see if it‘s somewhere like hoopla or scribd. 4y
Cinfhen Cool!!! Thanks, Meg and thanks @BarbaraBB 💗 4y
TheAromaofBooks Another bingo!! You are so close to completing the whole card!! 4y
Cinfhen It‘s available on #Hoopla YIPEE ❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️🎧 4y
Megabooks @TheAromaofBooks that‘s the goal!! 4y
Megabooks @Cinfhen awesome!! 👍🏻👍🏻 4y
BarbaraBB I am happy it is a pic for you. Hope you like it too @Cinfhen 😀 4y
Megabooks @BarbaraBB thank you!! 💙💙 4y
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Cathythoughts
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I spent last night & today with this book. A hard one to put down. The story of Lu a young artist/photographer in New York, & in her loft apartment there is a turn of events that changes her life. Some lovely writing & thoughts along the way. A review on the back says it will fill you with “ inspiration & longing” I agree, especially about the longing. Thanks @BarbaraBB for recommending this one.

erzascarletbookgasm Lovely 👍 4y
BarbaraBB The fact that you read it so fast is a good sign. I am happy you enjoyed it too. I can still place myself in Lu‘s apartment and that says a lot since I mostly forget about books real soon. 4y
Cathythoughts @BarbaraBB Yes, a good sign to read it so quickly... time well spent 👍🏻❤️ 4y
Cathythoughts @erzascarletbookgasm Thanks Jessie ❤️👍🏻 4y
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Cathythoughts
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Just opened my post box ... & Friday night just got exciting ❤️ I got it @BarbaraBB

squirrelbrain Ooh bookmail! Book sounds great too - I was going to stack it but realised I already did before! 5y
Cathythoughts @squirrelbrain I never had bookmail before lockdown , I always ordered from the bookshop. This is fun too 😁💕... yet another way to get 📚 books & more books 5y
BarbaraBB I hope so that you will enjoy it as much as I did. I am a bit nervous I admit 🤞🏽❤️ (edited) 5y
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squirrelbrain Oh-oh! Sounds like the start of a new ‘bad‘ habit to me! 5y
Cathythoughts @squirrelbrain 🤭🤣it‘s definitely the start of something & there‘s no going back now ! 5y
Cathythoughts @BarbaraBB It‘s off to a great start 👍🏻❤️ 5y
LeahBergen Yay for bad book habits!! 😆😆 4y
erzascarletbookgasm 👏 I miss bookmail! I ordered from BD last month and still awaiting their arrivals. Look forward to your thoughts on this book. 4y
batsy @erzascarletbookgasm Waiting for mine too! Ordered a bunch of Shakespeare 😁 4y
Cathythoughts @LeahBergen Absolutely! The badder the better 😂 4y
Cathythoughts @erzascarletbookgasm yes this is BD too ... I hope you get yours soon... I‘ve ordered a few , but I‘ve made a deal with myself that I have to read one before I can order another one 😬... we‘ll see how that goes 😂... this book is really good so far 👍🏻 4y
Cathythoughts @batsy Brilliant! I hope you‘ll post them so we can see , I‘m excited for you 👍🏻❤️❤️ 4y
erzascarletbookgasm Good luck with your deal, I know I am not so disciplined, Cathy! 😆 4y
TrishB I could never do that deal! I have told myself I can‘t start any new series until I finish one. Keeping that so far. 4y
erzascarletbookgasm @batsy They take forever to reach me, I‘ve given up hope ordering Shakespeare books from BD..won‘t arrive in time for read alongs. 😏 4y
batsy @Cathythoughts I'm excited too, can't wait! 😅 I admire the deal you've made with yourself 😘 4y
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BarbaraBB
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#BookReport 20/20

I read two books this week, two good ones. Especially the tagged one. I can‘t resist recommending it again! It is so good, in plot and style, and deserves a lot more Litsy love 💕

Cathythoughts I‘ve managed to order it ( tagged book) 👍🏻👍🏻looking forward to it now (edited) 5y
TrishB Stacked tagged one 👍🏻 very strange not available on kindle. 5y
LeeRHarry Ok I‘m stacking...and I didn‘t even read the blurb 😏 5y
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Cathythoughts @TrishB I know 🤷🏼‍♀️not on kindle 5y
Cinfhen Oh wow! I missed your initial review... glad you mentioned this book again #Stacked Have not heard of it 5y
TrishB @Cathythoughts I‘ve been trying to keep to kindle purchases during lockdown too! 5y
BarbaraBB @Cathythoughts Yay! I hope you will enjoy it 🙏😘 5y
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BarbaraBB
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This book! It needs way more attention and praise than it has been getting.
It‘s the story of a broken, starting artist who accidentally takes a picture of a boy falling to his death. The picture can be her entrance into NY‘s art scene but it is so controversial especially since she knows the boy‘s parents.
A great plot, and breathtaking writing, whether it‘s about grief, loneliness, art, or being a daughter. A fantastic debut. Read it!

CarolynM You've convinced me. Stacked. 5y
erzascarletbookgasm Yeah, stacking too! 😁 5y
squirrelbrain What @CarolynM and @erzascarletbookgasm said - you‘ve convinced me as well! Great review! 5y
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Cathythoughts Sounds great .... I think this will be my next read 👍🏻❤️ 5y
youneverarrived Stacked! Sounds great ❤️ 5y
BarbaraBB @Cathythoughts Really? I‘d like to hear what you think! 5y
KarenUK Thanks for the tag👍Definitely going to get to it sooner now! 💕 5y
Kalalalatja Stacked! 5y
JennyM How can I not read it after your review?!?! #stacked!!! (edited) 5y
BarbaraBB @CarolynM @erzascarletbookgasm @squirrelbrain @youneverarrived @Kalalalatja @JennyM Thanks for trusting my opinion. To add some value, the book was longlisted for the #ToB2019 😀 5y
Cathythoughts I can‘t get it on kindle 🙄.... will have to wait god bookshops to open now 👍🏻 5y
erzascarletbookgasm @Cathythoughts our biggest bookstore, Kinokuniya just opened again yesterday but the book is not available over here yet. 5y
Cathythoughts @erzascarletbookgasm ok thanks Jessie .... we will have to wait 😁... you‘d think we had no books to read 😂. Looking forward to it 👍🏻❤️ 5y
BarbaraBB @Cathythoughts @erzascarletbookgasm I am getting a bit nervous. Expectations are high 😉😘 5y
Megabooks Definitely stacking!!! 5y
BarbaraBB @Megabooks It‘s gooood!! 5y
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KarenUK
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Mini #bookhaul on my lunch break.... again....... Seriously, I should just get them to pay me in books, and cut out the middle man! 🤦‍♀️

BarbaraBB Have you read this one yet?I bought it just for its cover too laat year and am now reading it. So far I‘m loving it! 5y
KarenUK No I still haven‘t gotten round to it! 🤦‍♀️ But now I think I should definitely move it up my endless list 😊👍.... can‘t wait to see your review 💕 5y
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In the latest episode of Keep the Channel Open, author Rachel Lyon and I talked about her debut novel SELF-PORTRAIT WITH BOY, her short story “Tripping Sunny Chaudhry,” drinking culture, and the selfishness and generosity of art-making. Listen & subscribe in your podcatcher of choice, or visit keepthechannelopen.com for full episodes, transcripts, and show notes.

(photo credit: Christopher Stella)

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cathysaid
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As a starving artist, Lu must make an ethical choice between success or friendship. Living in a dingy NYC loft in the 80s, a colorful cast of characters negotiate love, sorrow and loss. Lu, sometimes likable & sometimes sanctimonious, negotiates life with other destitute artists; the building itself even becomes one of the motley cast of characters. This #debut hooked me through vivid and evocative language. Thanks to #ToB for this one. 4⭐️

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cathysaid
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Unfortunately the chilly weather necessitated the cancellation of Pants-less Friday. 😔 I shall now assuage my disappointment with this fabulous #debut book (and a splash or ten of Malibu Rum).

LauraJ Enough splashes and “pantsless Friday” will be happening. 6y
cathysaid @LauraJ That is quite true...and entirely possible! 6y
LauraJ @cathysaid Keep us updated 😉 6y
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sakeriver
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“What I‘m saying, Lu: If you tell ‘em you don‘t belong, they‘ll believe you. They won‘t ask you back.”

Been thinking about this line all day.

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sakeriver
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This book was well-crafted and interesting. I have a hard time reading stories about visual artists, especially photographers—either there will be some lack of verisimilitude that pulls me out or else it‘ll be cut too close to the bone. This was the latter, especially because I spend so much time thinking about how and whether my art might hurt the people around me. Still, I read the second half of this in one sitting. It was quite compelling.

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What I mean is that when you die a boy you remain a boy forever. What I mean is, have you heard the seagulls call at the water‘s edge in a gray rain? Have you picked up Simmons then the cries of a dead child? Have you felt the presence of an absence in the wailing of the wind? Because I have. I have.

Kenny RL will be at AWP too. 6y
sakeriver @Kenny I registered last night. 6y
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sakeriver
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Nickinpa
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I enjoyed this read in spite of (or perhaps because of) my difficulty with the moral question that lies at the heart of the novel.

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Djkpanic
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This was an amazing first novel by Rachel Lyon- I loved her main character, Lu, and the story she had to tell. It‘s about an aspiring photographer in New York who, by chance, takes a photograph of a boy falling to his death in the background of her self-portrait. She has to decide- tell the parents of the boy he is the feature of her debut photo- or make it the starting point of her artist career.

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DoonTheGoon
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I can't seem to put this one down... 💕

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PictureandBook
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The smallest my TBR has been in weeks!