Everything‘s fine.Everything‘s great. But you‘re always aware that at any moment, with no warning at all & no way to head it off, you might have to throw clothes over your pajamas & head out into the night, scared out of your mind, to battle whatever demons have come. It‘s always this serrated edge of scared for them & because of them, angry at them for getting into trouble & angry at whatever trouble had the audacity to get into it with your kids