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“When Vivian broke up with me I cried a bit. A few crap tears. It felt obligatory, it was the end of my first major adult relationship. I squeezed the tears out, in a kind of “woe as me” way. She didn‘t cry. She‘s quite unsentimental. She was the unattainable beauty I attained. But I couldn‘t hold on to her”.