Fat Girl: A True Story | 
....i lost it when I read this part. I vould totally relate. Not growing up without a mother, you do fantasize of the day you'll see her again and when she's nothing but..... You're lost. Though this book, when i first started reading, it focused a lot on the actual foods... I almost gave up on it. Glad I didn't because as I read on, it all is making sense and falling into place... It's a great, sad, funny, relatable to me story...♡