"are we just the consequences
of mispronounced love?
(i mean, am i a body or am i a human lost
in an ocean of hungry grey squares stark
raving mad to carve my flesh from my
bone?)"

Ooh two choices this time in #BookBracket2025, both were tough!! In the end, I went with Time's Agent as the winner twice. It's a super unique queer science fiction novel about "pocket worlds," aka small alternative universes, wherein time is either slowed down or sped up. It's a beautiful and smart meditation on motherhood, climate collapse, grief, capitalism, colonization, and the nature of time itself. And a great ending!

Seems fitting to start this book while breastfeeding my snotty 16-month-old to sleep...

Uzma Jalaluddin has outdone herself: fascinating characters, excellent mystery plot w/ many threads, and a lovingly rendered setting. An aunty returns to Toronto when her daughter's landlord has been found murdered in her store. Gentrification, police incompetence/bias/immorality, grief, marriage/divorce in Muslim communities, friendship, family. I absolutely loved this, as thoughtful as it is page-turning. Standout #audiobook performance!

Such an amazing book! It's set in the Dominican Republic in a science fiction universe where "pocket worlds" aka small alternative universes have been discovered. Time is either slowed down or sped up in these PWs. An archeologist and her biologist wife explore them with enthusiasm, until one day things go horribly wrong. A beautiful and smart meditation on motherhood, climate collapse, grief, capitalism, and the nature of time itself. #QueerBooks

I just started this book yesterday, after it sat on my shelf for more than a year. I'm sorry I didn't pick it up sooner, it's fantastic! As the blurb on the front cover says, "all at once a meditation on motherhood, grief, war, environmental collapse, and the nature of memory and time". Set in the Dominican Republic, a science fiction universe where "pocket worlds" aka small alternate universes have been discovered, lesbian protagonist. So good!

That was fucking weird (complimentary). BUT NOT TOO BOLD is sapphic monster mystery romance with a strong Gothic undercurrent. Normally I find the "all vibes" for hundreds of pages of gothic fiction tedious, so this novella length was perfect for me. Do not read if you're afraid of spiders, or, conversely, if you love them so much you'd be distraught to hear of them being deep-fried and eaten. #QueerBooks #LGBTQ

I had great fun with this queer science fiction cozy mystery, although it felt like it went by too quickly! A vividly realized detective character, unique world-building, and a twisty puzzle: what else could you want? How and why does someone commit murder, when humans have been living in a spaceship for centuries, immortal due to their minds being saved in 'books' in the library until it's time to put them back in a new body, memories intact?

Really excellent, especially Evaristo's seemingly effortless ability to convey different voices and experiences. Complex, fascinating characters who undergo some heartbreaking stuff (pregancy/infant loss, intimate partner violence / abusive relationships, sexual assault, among others) all presented so straightforwardly but compassionately. What a wonderful ending. And very queer! Great as an #audiobook!

Lots of things were done so well in this novel -- the understated but powerful prose; the insights about gender, class, mental health, books; the kernel of the relationship and connection between Marianne and Connell -- but the depiction of BDSM, and abuse/trauma struck me as one by someone who doesn't understand the complexities, or is ignoring them for the sake of using BDSM as a literary vehicle. I loved the first third though and the ending!

This incredible collection of #queer #poetry is my May pick for #Bracket2025!

"Oh girlhood. i cut crop tops out of sunsets / made scrapbooks of bleached hair & pretty scars / all to please you. / Please, stay a little longer."

"If we grow up to be boring , love me / back into wildness"

"sometimes i think about marrying a woman just to piss off my mother / i'll wear a scarlet leather dress & let vengeance trail my back like a veil"

#LGBTQ

"Generally I find men are more concerned with limiting the freedoms of women than exercising personal freedom for themselves...I mean, when you look at the lives men are really living, it's sad...They control the whole social system and this is the best they can come up with for themselves? They're not even having fun."

Fascinating characters explored through a tell-it-like-it-is non judgmental narrative voice! I can't wait to see how other characters who have been described by their family/friends describe themselves differently.

"Being alone with her is like opening a door away from normal life and then closing it behind him."

Stunning debut poetry collection! Striking images, inventive play with language, wise investigation of themes like queerness, youth, religion, death, girlhood, and the Korean diaspora. These poems were written when Lee was only a teenager!

"If we grow up to be boring, love me / back into wildness"

"Oh girlhood. i cut crop tops out of sunsets / made scrapbooks of bleached hair & pretty scars / all to please you. / Please, stay a little longer"

About to start my first Sally Rooney! This was a present from my brother in law for Christmas a few years back. I hope I like it. Wish me luck!

Rooney fans, is this a good one to start with?

"To be human is to forgive most beautiful things."

"sometimes i think about marrying a woman just to piss off my mother/i'll wear a scarlet leather dress & let vengeance trail my back like a veil"

"i hope death is not a cold thing"

"This life is too wild to be translated."

"I hope the world ends / with both a bang & a whimper. / We were a worthwhile disaster."

Kyo Lee was only 16 when she wrote these poems!!

Very unique: an apocalyptic story where everyone's bodies lose the abiltiy to create hormones, a dark teen romance w/ a trans girl before she's out and a cis boy, a "tall tale" in an alternate world at a logging camp, and a story about lack of sisterhood between trans femme people. Weird, thoughtful, and not afraid to tread into the murky waters of transgender/genre conventions. Uninterested in easy answers or well-behaved characters. I love it!

Page-turning! Two people, a newly divorced 40-year-old straight guy (Gibson), and a 30-something lesbian (Shelby), whose wife has died recently and unexpectedly, get drawn in by a charismatic pathological liar and only figure it out after they meet. Femme dyke, anxiety, and grief representation with Shelby are extremely well done. I love Whittall's #queer characters, because they feel so much like the queer people I know IRL. Great #audiobook!

I thought I might like this sapphic story more than the straight romance by Guillory I'd read, which was her first book, but I have to conclude she is not for me. I find her writing and characterization very bland and basic.

Wasn't too into the #audiobook for this one either. If there are dual POVs I really think there should be two voice actors, not just one.

Oof I forgot how real Zoe Whittall's descriptions of anxiety are, so real it is hard to read sometimes as someone with anxiety. You can tell she is so familiar with it.

A bath, a book, and some wine!

My first Jackie Lau book, but it certainly won't be my last! Such a lovely contemporary romance with a time loop twist: straight-laced engineer Noelle ends up reliving June 20th for 100+ days after eating dumplings at a night market sold by a mysterious older woman. In the process, she learns to take risks, make a good friend, be a better sister and put herself out there to find love. Very Toronto, and full of delicious food and drinks! 😋

How is she going to get out of the time loop?? Will Cam ever remember her??

I paused this book in January to focus on reading the titles on the list for a literary award I was on a judges panel for, and I'm not sure if I want to finish it, even though I'm 279 pages in. It's so long that I'm only a third of the way through. Should I keep at it??

"I might as well have never learned a single English word for all that were available to me. How do you beg when you don't even know the words to beg with?"

#LGBTQ #TransBooks

Cindy Kay is becoming one of my favourite #audiobook voice actors! She performs this contemporary time loop romance set in Toronto, the Singing Hills Cycle fantasy series by Nghi Vo, and Night of Baba Yaga by Akira Otani, a queer thriller translated from Japanese, all of them terrific. What a range!

Interesting fantasy murder premise, killed by tree erupting from a body! The first half is a little slow, but once I got invested in the mystery and characters I really enjoyed this. I loved Din's romance with Strovey but wished it had more page time. But I loved the plot and its twists, the unique world-building, and Ana and Din as a Sherlock and Holmes team. If you're looking for a smart queernormative fantasy mystery, this is a great choice!

Had a couple hours to myself yesterday while my mom watched the kids, and I read the first story in this book at a bar while I had a whiskey sour and calamari. Nice mother's day present! *chef's kiss*

A bit late, but my favourite book from April was The Brides of High Hill by Nghi Vo, the latest fantasy novella about a nonbinary, story-collectimg monk who travels to an ancient estate for a wedding. There are shades of Bluebeard here, but not all is as it seems! I loved this horror-tinged story, but I think We Are Okay by Nina LaCour was more emotionally resonant for me, so that's the winner in that bracket. #ReadingBracket2025

A late 20s coming of age with a romance subplot. Emily is figuring out her "dream job", where she wants to live, and adult friendship. I loved how Canadian this was, until Emily got accepted as an NYU grad student and intern at the Met. I'm usually quite generous in suspending my disbelief, but ... Anyway A+ on small town PEI vibes, laid-back stoic John, delightful elderly people, Wordle, Anne of GG, and Emily as an endearing flawed protagonist.

A lovely queer Canadian historical novel with just a touch of magical realism! Set just before, during, and after WW2, this book made the extremely overdone time period fresh and interesting. I loved how it centred a #nonbinary bi character and a sapphic woman, straddling a difficult line between celebrating them and being realistic about homo/transphobia / misogyny in the 30s and 40s. Queer historical happy ending!! Fuck that Landon guy though.

A mouth-watering and twisty mystery! The no-nonsense protagonist is Sagarine, a passionate chef whose love of food permeates most of the book's pages, when she isn't lamenting her attraction to a gorgeous Russian gangster for whom she finds herself working after the head chef of the restaurant where she works is found murdered. Fast-paced and compelling! I found Sagarine's truly terrible life decisions believable and the twists very well done.

Bath time treats and trying to decide which print book to start next! (The other two I'm currently reading are ebook and audiobook). Has anyone read either of these? A Wordle inspired contemporary romance set on Prince Edward Island (Canadian romances are so rare!) and a queer Chinese American rock climbing themed coming of age graphic novel!

An incredibly unique thriller! Set in an old island castle, it features a fascinating protagonist, Ken(etria) who has dissociative identity disorder. She arrives at this creepy castle, to work with the enigmatic Celeste; then her ex and his dad show up with other white dudes to continue a "tradition" Ken and Celeste - two Black women - did not sign up for. Interesting queer and mental health representation with great tension and plot twists!

Not my favourite Nghi Vo, but it might have been more the audiobook narrator‘s voice that had me drifting off more often than not. Dreamy beautiful writing, but I didn't feel attached to the characters. If you like classical mythology and immortal, larger than life characters, you'll probably enjoy this more than I did.

I absolutely love this series of fantasy novellas following nonbinary Cleric Chih and their quest for stories. This installment was a bit spooky, and a great twist on Bluebeard. Chih actually finds themself right in the middle of the action this time when they accompany a young woman to her wedding at an old estate. I love how old fashioned these magical tales feel and how much they are about story itself. Beautifully narrated by Cindy Kay!

I am intrigued by the premise of this book (a main character with dissociative identity disorder who has to solve a murder in a castle on an isolated island in a storm??) but can anyone else who's read this confirm (or not) if there are LGBTQ characters? I saw it tagged as a queer mystery but no signs yet 50 pages in. #QueerBooks

I had high hopes for this: a Black lesbian solving crimes in 1920s Paris! But the writing is repetitive and the characterization is really lacking. I can't even tell the potential suspects apart and Louise, the detective, is supposedly this fascinating, smart person according to the letters her friends, but she shows none of that in her actions. So far most of what she's figured out in relation to the crime has fallen into her lap. Disappointing!

Daisy has a special kind of magic she bakes into her pies, one kind of which targets abusers/other irredeemable men if requested by the people they've hurt. This murder pie business gets her involved in mysteries, like when a cop kidnaps his gf. I love how this takes traditional cozy mystery tropes and mixes it with a feminist vigilante serial killer amateur sleuth and progressive politics. I wanted a bit more from the rep of Daisy's bisexuality.

I read a lot of four stars books this month, good but not great books, but We Are Okay by Nina LaCour is the one standout. I thought this quiet queer YA story about grief, friendship, and leaving home to start again at university was absolutely stunning. Beautiful, perfect, couldn't be better. #ReadingBracket2025

What if you woke up to your last night's date dead, and a mistake you made might have killed them? This book dips in and out of being a thriller, also giving time to self-discovery/relationships. The genre mashup works for an entertaining and suspenseful read, poignant and full of insight. Incredibly funny, if you find bad gay sex and a 20s author and his 60s literary agent lugging around a dead body in NYC trying to get rid of it funny (I do).

While it was lovely to hear the Cree in this book spoken aloud, I don't think audiobook was the best choice for this, as the print copy is full of art! The book traces the literal beginning of time to 19th cent. from the perspective of a queer Cree shape-shifting immortal being. Often funny, very sexy, and scathing. Europeans come out looking, rightly so, as heartless idiots. I would have liked more content that didn't focus on colonization.

Beautiful picture book that captures a wild, nature-filled, imaginative childhood, of Tove Jansson, iconic Swedish author of the Moomins comics. It's inspired by Jansson's writing about her youth, and includes a short bio at the back, which I'm happy to say mentions her longtime woman partner and how unusual it was for her to be out at that time.

Absolutely gorgeous picture about colour and nature, wouldn't expect anything less from Jillian Tamaki. I love how she draws movement.

A page-turning mystery about five queer characters (plus token straight guy) taking part in a reality TV show. Often quite funny, it's sort of part of the reality TV genre but also laughing at it. Lots of #bisexual chaos! Feminist critique of "nice guys" is spot on as is interrogation of the controlling abusive guy who claims to just be setting boundaries. They are all terrible people, but which one killed the guy who died in the last episode?

The #bisexual choas in this reality TV crime thriller is delightfully ridiculous #QueerBooks

An atmospheric, tense historical mystery set in 1950s DC featuring queer and/or Black characters and investigating the complexities of passing. The setting is vivid, and there is an excellent twist (and a twist on the twist!). It opens with the aftermath of an apparent suicide (?) of one half of the novel‘s gay couple - or is it linked to the work of a serial killer the lesbian couple have been chasing? DEFINITELY read book one before this!

Fast-paced, very readable with an unpredictable plot, this book set in Ghana's capital Accra tackles the incredibly important topic of far-right American groups' involvement anti-LGBTQ bills/laws there. P.I. Emma is quite badass and tenacious in her undercover work looking for the murderers of two gay men and two trans women (violent, gruesome deaths, read with caution). Is this a bit melodramatic? Yeah. Is it also kind of devastating? Yeah.

A devastatingly sad but fiercely life-affirming book about an 18-year-old whose only family, the grandpa who raised her, dies the summer before she goes away to university. It takes place alternately in that summer and the Christmas after, where Marin's best friend/ex-girlfriend travels to her dorm to try to reconnect after Marin's grief has wrenched them apart. Absolutely beautiful, no notes. #QueerBooks #LesbianBooks