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My Darkest Prayer
My Darkest Prayer | S.A. Cosby
I handle the bodiesWhether it's working at his cousin's funeral home or tossing around the local riff raff at his favorite bar Nathan Waymaker is a man who knows how to handle the bodies. A former Marine and Sheriff's deputy Nathan has built a reputation in his small Southern town as a man who you can go to for help when all other avenues have been exhausted. When a local minister with grandiose ambitions is found dead Nathan is approached by his parishioners who feel the local police are dragging their feet with the investigation. What starts out as an easy payday soon descends into a maze of mayhem filled with wannabe gangsters,vicious crime lords ,porn stars, crooked police officers and a particularly treacherous preacher and his mysterious wife. Nathan must use all of his varied skills and some of his wit to navigate the murky waters of small town corruption even as dark secrets of his own threaten to come to the surface.
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CatLass007
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June #AuthorAMonth #ReadAway2024 The title is very appropriate. A popular local pastor is murdered. Members of his congregation ask Nathan Waymaker, a retired Marine and former sheriff‘s deputy to investigate because they believe the police are dragging their feet. A string of murders follow and corruption in the sheriff‘s office and in a mega church are exposed.

DieAReader 🥳🥳🥳 6mo
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Texreader
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Former military and deputy, now funeral worker, is hired by some church ladies to see what he could learn about their pastor‘s untimely death. The pastor has a nefarious past with a porn star daughter. His investigation leads to a scary gangster as well as the sheriff‘s office where he used to work. Bloodied and bodies dropping like flies, the main character/investigator doesn‘t relent until the brutal end, with a nice little ⬇️

Texreader “this is what happened to everyone who lived” at the end. Excellent book, but mighty bloody and some explicit passages (there is the porn star of course). It took some time for me to get invested in it, but once it took off, it became another Cosby book I couldn‘t put down. #authoramonth @Soubhiville (edited) 6mo
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DHill
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I love SA Cosby‘a raw and gritty Southern crime fiction. This earlier novel isn‘t quite as tight as his three later ones but still has all the same style.

#AuthorAMonth
@Soubhiville

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Jas16
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I always enjoy exploring an author‘s backlist and seeing how their skills have developed. Former Marine, former Sheriff‘s deputy, current funeral worker, Nathan Waymaker is no stranger to handling difficult situations. When asked to look into the suspicious death of a local minister things get precarious quickly. This book may not have the magic of All the Sinners Bleed but you can see sprinklings of the author Cosby would become.
#authoramonth

Suet624 Totally agree with your last line. 6mo
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Deblovestoread
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At the beginning of this audio book S A Cosby talks about a conversation he had that gave him the push to move from short stories to novels. So glad he did. His books are dark and gritty with complicated flawed characters and this first novel is that in spades. Not my favorite but still a great read.

#AuthorAMonth

@Soubhiville

StaceGhost I really liked this one for the unflinching look at megachurches 7mo
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DHill
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Got a new S.A. Cosby for June‘s #AuthorAMonth
Loved the first three I‘d read so much I thought it would be worth the purchase!

@Soubhiville

Soubhiville Yay! 7mo
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5feet.of.fury
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So good. I love the way SA Cosby writes, POETRY over the darkest, grimiest situations imaginable. Good people doing bad things, bad people doing worse things.
This might be my favorite of his.
Former deputy is asked by members of the church to look into if the police are taking the local minister‘s death investigation seriously. He knows too well they have a history of sweeping things under the rug.
*audio narrator was PERFECT

Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks Stacked! Love this author ✍️ 7mo
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5feet.of.fury
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Started this one for #authoramonth on a walk tonight. it‘s the only one of his I haven‘t read & it‘s off to a great start. His prose is 👩🏼‍🍳💋

StaceGhost It‘s so tough to choose between them. Blacktop Wasteland was a good one for style! (edited) 7mo
5feet.of.fury @StaceGhost Razorblade Tears has been my favorite thus far, but all have been so good! 7mo
StaceGhost @5feet.of.fury oh yessss I was into that one too— the way Buddy Lee sings “O death” while he rides around 💀💖 7mo
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Dark is definitely the operative word when it comes to Cosby. In this mystery, he has a former Marine and ex-sheriff‘s deputy investigating the death of a slimy preacher. Expect a high body count! #AuthorAMonth

BarbaraBB Is this a new one by him? 7mo
Megabooks @BarbaraBB I think this might‘ve been his debut reprinted after Razorblade Tears got so big. 7mo
BarbaraBB Ah of course. I‘ll probably read it too one day! 7mo
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Texreader
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My next IRL book for #authoramonth for June

@Soubhiville

Soubhiville It‘s doing its best double duty! 🙂 I hope everyone likes it. 7mo
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cjk
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Up next: Adam Lazarre-White‘s narration is mesmerizing! 🎧🖤🧡

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ChaoticMissAdventures
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I have really like Cosby 's recent books. This one didn't do it for me. You can tell it is his debut. The writing is rough - too stilted and too many unnecessary details. What got me most was the misogyny which I was not sure was intentional. Either way it was all too much and I gave up half way in. I didn't care at all who killed the man or why. I am glad Crosby's books have gotten better though!

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I think, if there is a God, he wouldn‘t be much of an omnipotent being if he didn‘t answer each and every one of those supplications. That‘s the tragedy of this thing we call life, isn‘t it? Either none of our prayers are heard or all of them are.
Even the darkest ones.

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SarahBartz85
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This is my third S.A. Cosby read and I really enjoyed it. He‘s mastered the crime novel and I can‘t get enough. Cut throat and brutal at times but with so much heart. You can‘t turn the pages fast enough.

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Suet624
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A great book to read on a day you‘re forced to stay inside. This was Cosby‘s reissued debut novel. Yes, it‘s violent but it‘s usually for a good reason. Does that actually make it right? The main character questions that himself. Nathan, a former Marine and deputy sheriff is asked to find out if and why a much loved minister was killed. Fast paced with good character development, Cosby is the only author who can get me to read stuff like this.

Suet624 @Cuilin Another book I purchased during our visit. For some reason I‘m reading my newest purchases instead of all of those books I‘ve purchased previously. 🤷🏻‍♀️ 1y
Cuilin @Suet624 I just ordered some on Thrift books. Completely unnecessary. Though in July I‘m definitely reading 1y
Suet624 @Cuilin I can‘t wait to hear your thoughts. 💕 1y
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The smoke in my part of Vermont is thick from the fires in Canada so with no a/c and a little fan I‘m watching baseball and reading a book that I knew would keep me glued to the story. I‘m getting a little antsy though. Not looking forward to being stuck in the house for July 4th weekend.

vivastory Stay safe, Sue 1y
Suet624 @vivastory thanks, Scott. 1y
CBee Better safe than sorry, Sue ? Though I will say that if I lived in Vermont, I‘d be irritated at not going outside too. It‘s the fifth circle of hell here, crazy humid and the heat index is 106°! ?? 1y
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Suet624 @CBee I just can‘t even imagine that heat index. I hope you are in a cool space. 1y
CBee @Suet624 we most definitely are! AC is going and working hard and we have fans going too 🥵😂 1y
dabbe Hope the smoke clears up soon! @CBee: so sorry to hear you're sweltering! We hit 112 degrees today in Phoenix. Tomorrow's supposed to be 115 degrees. Next week over (gulp) 120 degrees. So far, a fairly dry heat, but still! Our highest on record is 122 back on 6/26/90. Nah, no one anywhere is affected by any such thing as (dare I say it) climate change. 🙄 Hang in there, everyone's who's suffering from the heat! 🔥 1y
Suet624 @dabbe It definitely feels like I can almost see the end of the world. I couldn't live with that heat! 1y
CBee @dabbe I‘m not sure I could restrain myself if I ever met anyone who says climate change isn‘t real. And I am not a confrontational person 😂 Like, it‘s flooding your states, it‘s burning everything, it‘s crazy heat and I mean, there was a friggin tornado in California recently! Don‘t even get me started on those people 🤬😫 1y
dabbe @Suet624 I couldn't survive without ac, which is also contributing to the climate change debacle. Sigh. 🔥 1y
dabbe @CBee Oh am I with you on this (and probably other things). 🤣😍🤗 1y
CBee @dabbe I had a feeling 💚 thanks for the card, btw, and the pin! I hate that I can‘t write but I think soon I‘ll type something up and send it out at least 😊 1y
Suet624 @CBee @dabbe with you both. 👊🏻👊🏻👊🏻 1y
Jeg Didn‘t realise the smoke had gone so far. I sometimes watch some of your news and I have seen about the very hot weather and tornadoes being experienced in some states. 1y
BarbaraBB @CBee @dabbe Hear hear 💯 1y
BarbaraBB I can imagine it feels like the end of the world Sue, scary. Stay safe. The book is good I think 🩷 1y
batsy Stay safe, Sue. Hope it blows over soon and you have some relief. 1y
Suet624 @Jeg yes, the smoke is affecting a lot of states in the U.S. Everything feels very out of control. 1y
Suet624 @BarbaraBB Thanks. I don‘t read books like this usually but this author grabs me and doesn‘t let me go. 😊 1y
Suet624 @batsy thank you. I‘m hoping the same. 1y
dabbe @CBee Typing and email are lovely, too. Whatever works for YOU! 💙💚💙 1y
CBee @dabbe thank you 😊 1y
DivineDiana I hope the smoke has lessened some. 1y
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Suet624
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Now that you mention it, yeah.

DivineDiana Well said. 1y
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Hooked_on_books
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I finally went back and read Cosby‘s debut and it‘s just what I expected it to be—an excellent mystery/thriller with focuses on racism and some excellent humor sprinkled through to balance the darkness. This one is a little less complex than his more recent books, but still very good. He‘s an auto-listen author for me given his outstanding narrator Adam Lazare-White.

SamAnne Agreed—love the narrator! Haven‘t read this one yet. 2y
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Addison_Reads
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I'm a big fan of S.A. Cosby's writing. I didn't realize when I started this one that it was his debut novel. Although it isn't as strong as his other two books it still was a great thriller/crime read.

My Darkest Prayer is a dark, violent story set in the South following a man with anger issues as he tracks down a killer and gets pulled into the seedy underbelly of a town where secrets lurk in every dark corner.

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This is S.A. Cosby's first published novel, and while it is not quite as polished or powerful as Blacktop Wasteland or Razorblade Tears, it is still a wild and suspenseful read. Nathan Waymaker, a veteran, former cop, and funeral home employee, harbors a deep rage inside him; once it's unleashed, blood will flow. When he's asked to look into the death of a drug dealer turned pastor, he is drawn into a dangerous game of secrets, sex and violence.

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CatMS
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Look whatI picked up at my fabulous local library, cant wait to jump in. Loved both the author‘s previous books: Razorblade Tears and Blacktop Wasteland.

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Amiable
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Posting my 2023 fiction reading bracket for January-February. February‘s pick was a stellar read by S.A. Cosby that I could not put down, but in the end it was edged out by January‘s top read, “The Latecomer.” And so “The Latecomer” advances!

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A dark, violent, disturbing thriller featuring a former Marine who has anger-management issues and an attitude that lends itself to snarky, laugh-out-loud one-liners? Yes, please! I‘m here for all of it. This is Cosby‘s debut novel that‘s been re-released now after the success of “Blacktop Wasteland” and “Razorblade Tears.” He‘s now an auto-buy author for me.

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Great listen!!!

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CBee
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Finished this up just now, and while it wasn‘t as good as Razorblade Tears, it was engaging enough to keep me reading. Cosby has a knack for dark humor and one-liners that had me laughing at times. I recommend this but with reservations - it‘s definitely dark, definitely violent, with plenty of TW. #nobuy2023 #librarybook @PuddleJumper

Amiable I‘ve really liked the two books I‘ve read by him (Razorblade Tears and Blacktop Wasteland) so definitely stacking this. 2y
CBee @Amiable it‘s his first book and was reissued in paperback this year after Blacktop and Razorblade did so well - he wrote an intro for the new release and is just as humble as ever 😊 2y
Amiable @CBee I'm usually leery of debuts because you can usually tell it's the author's debut. 😃I'm going to request this one from the library! 2y
CBee @Amiable I mean, it‘s not Razorblade Tears, and I haven‘t read Blacktop yet, but it‘s definitely good for a debut! 2y
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I‘ve been reading this for a couple of days, and noticed Sharon had another of his books on her TBR (Blacktop Wasteland, one I still need to get to). So I‘ll continue to read it and think of her ♥️ #sharreadathon @Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks @StayCurious

vivastory I'll be curious to see what you think of this one. I know it was Cosby's earlier book. I wonder if it was polished for the new printing 2y
CBee @vivastory it‘s really good so far. Gritty, dark, violent - just what I‘d expect from Cosby. It definitely isn‘t as good as Razorblade Tears, but that one is hard to beat. And he‘s got some of the best one-liners around, I‘ve chuckled quite a few times despite the serious subject matter! 2y
CBee @vivastory oh and he wrote a prologue for the new printing and it‘s great 😊 2y
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vivastory I'll check it out! I love Blacktop Wasteland but have a bit of an unpopular opinion on Razorblade Tears 2y
CBee @vivastory hope you like! I need to read Blacktop soon. 2y
vivastory Blacktop is one of my favorite crime novels of the past few years. Enjoy! 2y
CBee @vivastory good to hear! 2y
Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks ❤️❤️❤️ 2y
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Now in paperback, the debut novel from S.A. Cosby is another propulsive southern noir that, much like his other books, You. Can't. Put. Down.
Cosby has a knack for creating these morally compromised anti-heroes that you can't help but root for as they come up against the powers that be.
Looking forward to "All Sinners Bleed" in June!

Hooked_on_books I am so delighted by the success he has had which have brought his amazing books to the attention of so many readers. He‘s just phenomenal and an autoread author for me. 2y
DavidDiamond @Hooked_on_books Same! I'm mostly an e-reader, but when it comes to particular authors, I like to buy the physical book..and he is one of them! 2y
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The audiobook was out of this world! The pace, inflection, voices and overall presentation were spot on for the story, especially his presentation of Nate. This was the first audiobook I‘ve listened to where I didn‘t feel like my experience was lessened by not having a copy of the book in front of me. I much prefer having the text when listening to an audiobook, but Lazarre-White‘s narration was so strong, more than making up for the lack of text.

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Review is up! Yall! This book is so good and the narrator is the absolute best!

https://reecaspieces.com/2023/01/06/my-darkest-prayer-by-s-a-cosby-booktwitter-a...

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S. A. Crosby writes books I don‘t tend to pick up but after reading Razorblade Tears and Blacktop Wasteland I knew I would breeze through this story. My darkest prayer deals with murder, small community secrets and an ex detective. This book was originally published in 2018 and now has been republished which I was happy to see because it came up on my radar!

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This was the first book that S.A. Cosby ever wrote, but it is just out for publication now. While it doesn't compare to the amazing Razorblade Tears, I could not put it down. The book is violent and the themes are disturbing, but the main character, who works at a funeral home, is endearing. There is humor interspersed throughout the book that makes it palatable. It is a great debut that is not technically a debut.

BarbaraBB Sounds good! 2y
ChaoticMissAdventures He is just such a great storyteller! I don't read many violent books but his are so well done. I will pick up anything by him. 2y
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This is a reissue of Cosby‘s debut novel - with a new introduction by the author giving a little behind-the-scenes about this first book. The audio performance is great & I liked the tough, sort of nouveau film-noir feel to the story and characters. Nathan works for his cousin at his funeral parlor but has a history with the marines and as an ex-cop in their small, VA town. When a local preacher turns up dead, parishioners ask him to dig into it.

MonicaLoves2Read Sounds good 😊 2y
TorieStorieS @Monica5 I enjoyed it! I think that the characters are more developed in his recent novels, but they are memorable here! The new edition comes out 12/6! 2y
MonicaLoves2Read @TorieStorieS thanks! I'll look for it 😉 2y
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Fast paced 1st bk!

Nathan is an unapologetically violent man. He has been a Marine & Sheriff‘s deputy. He now lives & works at his cousin‘s funeral home & is the man you‘d call when you need answers. A somewhat morally gray MC. The nicknames he uses in his phone for 2 close friends made me smile, definitely gray.

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2 👇🏻

Twainy When a beloved preacher is found dead some of his parishioners approach Nathan for help. He comes across all sorts of shadiness while investigating the untimely death of the porn star‘s daddy. All sorts of naughtiness ensue.

What Nathan thought would be a quick, easy payday, ends up being a multi-life-threatening rollercoaster ride. Could be the start of a series. Publication date 12/6/22.
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Reggie Sounds great! 2y
Twainy @Reggie it was great. I think it was his first novel? His writing has improved. This book was a little more coarse, crude … but a really good story! 👍🏻 2y
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I have now completed all this author‘s work thus far. He has 3 books and I actually read them backwards, not that there is an order really but I read his recent to his first, this being the first.

In just 3 books, this author has grown so much! My Darkest Prayer is an excellent first book, it‘s a bit raw and crude in places, and you can where he has grown, refined and smoothed out all the rough edges.

I can‘t wait for more!

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It‘s not like witty romantic mystery author Gay Yellen & I were following rural noir author & Anthony-award winning short story writer S.A. Cosby around Bouchercon. OK, maybe it is. 😉 #superfans #freshvoice #talent #noir #crimefiction #anthonyawards #bouchercon2019