I could not stop reading this beautiful and brutal memoir about a daughter seeking to understand her troubled parents and their untimely deaths. Carroll writes with a lyricism and poignancy that will take your breath away. She does not shy away from who her parents were, and they are not idealized in their deaths. She writes honestly about what it‘s like to love dysfunctional people. Carroll‘s elegy for them and her childhood is a must-read. 5⭐️