I got a stress ball, free by donation at the library. 💙 It sure helps with the stressful downs lately .. I am okay with lending my sister $3,320 for her moving situation, although with close friends pointing out how stuck and disadvantaged I am .. that is close to the truth. 😕 It will still be a long ways more, planning my rightful hopes to find a place of my own; still working things out here to help my parents with their house rent.