I‘m so excited!!

Finally finished reading this book and what an ending.

Just hit page 250 yay I‘m half way done!!! Some time I wish I wasn‘t a slower reader but at the same time it‘s nice to be able to process and savior every moment. I just wish I had more time everyday to read. I feel like I‘m go go go all day.

I can‘t I just can‘t!! 😭😭😭😭😭

Lina has an old boyfriend what!!!!!!! I know dumb to realize now that yes she had a life before arriving in ravenwood. And probably boyfriends before Ethan but *jaw drops* why is it hitting like a freight train!!!!!!

So I‘m picking this book back up I had stopped at page 76 last time I read it. I have 2 more books after this in the series. Let‘s see what happens. Ps I‘m suppose to be studying but sssssshhhhh hehe

I haven‘t been on in a long time I know. Life is busy. I did however decided to stop reading fifty shades freed and I refuse to let myself feel terrible about it. This series has triggered every known trigger to man for me. Which helps a little with learning how to deal with them but also indicates how unhealthy that relationship is. So I‘m at chapter 13 and they have their house and are married and crazy person is still out there.

It‘s to late to start now at 2am but I can‘t wait. There were no follow up movies to the first so this is exciting. I get to read it with no outside influence. But I wonder why there was only one movie.

The movie just doesn‘t compare to the book. I loved the inside look into Lena‘s Head. I wish there was more! Just fantastic the whole thing I‘m just in awe.

This is a book!? I had no idea!!! I‘m watching the second season of this on netflix now. How far does the book go? Is it a series? Was the book written before or after the show?

Reading and working a roller derby game. If I wasn‘t hurt I‘d be playing instead 😞

I‘ve seen the movie and never knew it was a book or even a series of 4. 30 pages in and so far so good. Already the movie is off track.

Well this just became a snooze fest I‘ve decided I can‘t finish reading this one. There was no real point in bringing Jack into this story and perhaps maybe him teaming up with Mrs. Robinson. I guess I will never know. Only 136 pages in and I just can‘t anymore. It‘s no longer relatable and too perfect.

You can‘t solve everything with sex!!! And the same sex words are really getting old now they no longer have an effect anymore. And every 3 pages I swear it‘s another round. And I‘m not liking these flash backs to a couple days before. I would of rather gone and read the entire honeymoon than the last 4 days of the honeymoon and flashback to the good parts. Grrr. The first 2 books was day by day in a month. Now we skip to 2 months later? Seriously

Oh boy haven‘t even started to read this yet and there‘s a dead bug when I open the cover. Is this a warning? An ill omen?

Well book number 2 down. See happily ever after all as predicted. So many things wrong with this story. A true fairy tale for sure. I hate how the ending makes me hope for love and partially admire them. But in no way do I want to back down that terrible road. Real life is not a fairy tale.

Hahahahahahahahahaha

Walking through Barnes and Noble I saw this book and was reminded that I had read it in high school. I may not of like it at the time because it was mandatory to read but I love this book. Just the scene and how everything plays out and that maybe just maybe it was a psychological play on a child‘s mind to alter what really happened... Are there any other books like this?

16 pages in they only been apart 5 days... sitting here screaming at her no! Don‘t go back! But I like the glimpse into one of his nightmares in the prologue. Will we see both sides of the story now? Mainly what‘s going through his head? But I‘m panicking over this book, it triggers my ptsd. I guess I can use this book as an exposer exercise. Hate the things we need to do to get better. I don‘t like the panic feelings!!!!

Awww man I‘m crying!! This has been such a heart wrenching read. I‘m an just baffled by how it ended. Is he really that incapable of love was it all just fucking does he “need” to hurt her really?? My story is no where near as glorious as this one but it resonates.

People have said this too me but I keep searching their words.

Started reading this a while ago and stopped on the contract. It‘s a really easy read as far as word choice used in the book. What I‘m stuck on is the content. There are so many different things I hear from other people when they comment on this book. The ill treatment of women being a big one. I see it. All the bad hear say makes it hard to finish the book. Honestly I‘m not in love but it‘s not a terrible read. I‘m just crossed.

Just in love with this book but left with a few questions. Is Erasmus immortal? Or do they find a way to make Bess mortal again? Will they send the boy to time stepping school? What kind of love will Tegan find? Certainly no normal human. What about Florencia? Whom does she grow to be without her twin?

Ahhh so many things happen and so fast!! Why must you torture me so why!! I am so torn and cross. Starting part 3 of the book and my heart is racing and aching! I don‘t want the book to end but I want to see what happens... just so full of emotional turmoil!!! And how I wish I had friends as dear and Elizabeth does. I hate how lonely my life looks outside the book can they be real people 😭😭😭

So a coworker suggested I pick up this book. I not only suffer from childhood abuse but also sexual abuse in my late teens early 20s. So my big question is this book worth the $30? And the workbook do you need that too? I just I don‘t know. I‘m already seeing a therapist to help and she is wonderful. So that‘s a good step right? But I picked this book up at the store and started to weep and could not find it in me to buy it.

I bought the book today! I could not wait! And I realized to find this book it was not in the teen science fiction area!! I have moved up in the world of reading at the age of 24!!!! Anyway haha, I am so glad that weird diary date and tiny blurb thing is gone!! And was so delighted to see a glimpse in both Elizabeth‘s and Tegan‘s Head.

Haha well I‘ve seen the movie and had no idea it was a book. I absolutely loved the movie. Guess I‘ll have to read the book now but I‘ve never done this in reverse order. And I don‘t want to ruin the movie for me. I‘m so cross with this.

I have finished the book in nearly tears. This read started out rough with big words that were other worldly to me but maybe just the author trying to stay in tune with the time period or maybe proper English. But those words soon died out by the middle of the read and I could not stop or put the book down. Many late arrivals to work or late nights 2am. Overall worth it. And I just found out there is second book after this one. I must buy!

The more I read this book the more I love the little story‘s. Even though it‘s a fictional book it feels like a real life story. Which just makes me question reality and my own religious views. Just so many questions run through my head.

I could not fine anything about this book or the character that was relatable. I may not be a young widow but I know grief. I‘ve lost loved ones. But not even on a grief level was it relatable. As I was reading she broke into a house with an old band mate that likes her, he just felt like he was gonna take advantage of her possible assault. Couldn‘t not handle that. Could not read after that point either.

40 Pages in and I love the story but some of the descriptive words are a little hard to understand and I hate having to stop every 5 sentences to look up a word. So at this point I‘m just going to guess what it means and move on. And I don‘t feel like it paints the picture very well. I‘m not sure I like the journal entry aspect either. I like her back ground story of Bess more than present day journal entries.