L.M. Montgomery's Complete Journals: The Ontario Years: 1918-1921

L.M. Montgomery's Complete Journals: The Ontario Years: 1918-1921 | Jen Rubio L.M. Montgomery

“I am almost worn out and feel as if the only thing that would do me any good would be to get away out in some lonely waste place and shriek at the top of my voice for half an hour.”
—July 22, 1919 (p. 173)

Same, Maud. Same.

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L.M. Montgomery's Complete Journals: The Ontario Years: 1918-1921 | Jen Rubio L.M. Montgomery

This week‘s section was ROUGH and heartbreaking to read, and I‘m glad we‘re alternating between the journals and other books! A couple questions to get us started:

What stands out to you in LMM‘s description of her grief?
What stands out in her descriptions of Ewan‘s illness and her own response to it?
Are there other sections that you found interesting or meaningful?

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BarbaraJean This quote (and the preceding passage about their friendship) really struck me:
“I think what hurt me so keenly in these was the fact that there was no one left on earth to understand or note these things. In one letter... written one winter when I was not feeling well she said, ‘I tremble to think of what the world would be to me without you.‘
Oh, Frede, you never had to learn it. It is I who must find that out.”
(p. 131 - Mar. 23, 1919) 😭😭 1mo

BarbaraJean Several times, I was struck (again!) by how judgmental LMM is. I also noticed her own fear of judgment, specifically about Ewan & what others would think if they knew his illness was other than only a physical ailment. It was interesting to see those two things side by side and feel there was likely a parallel there: she assumes judgment in part because of her own judgmental side.

“For Ewan's own sake and the childrens' the impression must not ⬇ (edited) 1mo

BarbaraJean (Cont'd) ...get abroad that his mind was unbalanced. It would ruin his prospects. I talked to the people of his headaches and insomnia but I fenced the world from him as much as I could lest the other deadly thing should be suspected.” (Sept. 1, 1919: p. 149) vs. a comment like: “Flora is a stupid, uncultured, uninteresting woman but she has a heart of gold and she was kindness itself to us this summer.” (Aug. 3, 1919: p. 174) 1mo

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BarbaraJean Also, I CRACKED UP over these two parts:

“I have a long way to go before I can believe that the spirits of the dead can spell out messages on the Ouija board or that they live in an eternal pink twilight on synthetic beef tea.” (March 29, 1919: p. 134)

“The McCombs are nice enough people but their cat is nicer.” (Aug. 3, 1919: p. 173) 1mo

TheAromaofBooks Soooo many feelings in this week's section!! Wow! Can you imagine a worse year!? I think I had either not realized or maybe just forgotten that Frede died of the Spanish flu. So scary and fast. You can feel the shock and devastation on every page - to have just heard from someone and they were fine, and then 24hrs later to be told to come quickly because they're dying...!! It was hard to read. And I felt Maud's lament that she's too old to ⬇ 1mo

TheAromaofBooks (cont'd) make another friend like that - the kind of person you've built a lifetime of memories with, and shared so much. 1mo

TheAromaofBooks The sections about Ewan were in some ways harder to read, because it felt like so much of that grief LMM put on herself. Her obsession with appearances, combined with the lack of knowledge/empathy concerning mental health issues boxed her into a situation that was way worse than I feel like it would have been if it had happened today. I thought it was strange that they went to Massachusetts for the entire summer - was it just to keep Ewan away ⬇ 1mo

TheAromaofBooks (cont'd) from the neighborhood?? It was also so hard to read the beginnings of the usage of various drugs to help with sleeping and getting through the day, knowing how destructive those will be over time. And I also felt bad for Ewan, who honestly seems like a perfectly nice guy (despite all the slagging he got in basically every biography). I think until this point he and LMM have been companionable and work partners, even if they haven't ⬇ 1mo

TheAromaofBooks (cont'd) been passionate lovers. To go into this time of deep, deep depression and basically be told that it's your fault and you're a disgrace and have to be hidden away - ugh, so awful.

When you mentioned about LMM being really judgmental, it made me remember a footnote from the earlier section (pg47), which quoted a later journal entry of LMM's saying that her cousin James had no children and so “the old homestead of Hugh Montgomery will ⬇ 1mo

TheAromaofBooks (cont'd) pass into other hands with this generation.“ The footnote points out that James actually had adopted three children. I was immediately struck by how LMM definitely seems like the type of person who would not have remotely considered adopted children inheriting the same as the farm “staying in the family.“ Her high view of the Montgomerys comes through frequently, and she definitely has a lot of feelings about “class“ and who belongs ⬇ 1mo

TheAromaofBooks (cont'd) where.

It's interesting to me how deeply the idea of someone being “insane“ haunted LMM. She says on pg149 “Was my husband going out of his mind? He had every symptom given in the encyclopedia on that type of insanity. It was one of the things I had always had the most deeply rooted horror of.“

I wonder why it horrified her so much?? 1mo

lauraisntwilder The week got away from me and I'm behind on my reading, but I'll come back and discuss when I get caught up! 1mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks Ugh, yes—I felt that lament, too. It‘s hard NOW to form new, deep friendships as an adult, and our circles & connections are so much broader. It wasn‘t just the impossibility of ever finding another kindred spirit like Frede (that‘s there, too), but losing a longtime friend in mid-life—the memories, shared jokes, and depth of knowledge that are GONE, and all the life ahead of her that she had to face without her beloved friend! 1mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks The sections about Ewan were harder for me, too—especially because of my own “what ifs” and because so much has changed over the years with attitudes about and available treatment for mental illness. It‘s especially painful to see LMM‘s feelings of shame and helplessness, knowing both would be FAR different today. Then I wonder about how her own mental health might have been different if she hadn‘t married at all, or had married ⬇ 1mo

BarbaraJean (cont‘d) someone different (just NOT Edwin Simpson 😏). That quote I highlighted last week about emotional heights and depths—I think she needed someone stable and grounded to help balance out that part of her emotional life. And I think you‘re right, her feelings about/responses to Ewan‘s depression had to affect his mental health as well! It seems like his depression triggered a vicious cycle that was very unhealthy for both of them. 1mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks My guess about her horror of mental illness is that she saw it as deeply shameful, AND she worried it would be passed on to their children. Take her judgmental opinions and high views of her own heritage—not wanting to bring “that“ into the family—add in her deep fear over “what others would think,” plus the stigma at that time about mental health: and her deep horror about it makes a lot of sense to me. 1mo

BarbaraJean @lauraisntwilder I get it! I look forward to hearing your thoughts when you're caught up! 1mo

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L.M. Montgomery's Complete Journals: The Ontario Years: 1918-1921 | Jen Rubio L.M. Montgomery

This week, we read the first part of volume 4 of the complete journals, where perhaps most significantly, LMM records her response to the end of WWI.

📚What are your thoughts on this week‘s section of the journals?
📚What sections or quotes stand out to you?

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BarbaraJean I was struck by her entry from Nov. 12, where she said she was “thankful—and bored!” The sudden end to the ups and downs, victories and reverses in the war, the feeling of NOT dreading the news—I can imagine how odd that must have felt to happen so suddenly, and what a strange void it must have left after she‘d been following the war news so closely and intensely for so long. It also made me wish I could feel bored about the news!!! (edited) 1mo

TheAromaofBooks It does make sense in a way. When you go through something so intense and so all-consuming, you do feel a little lost when it's over, even if you also are glad haha I personally LOVED the story that she got from an old friend of her mother's - her mother so glad to see the old friend because she needed help - “What is your trouble?“ “Oh, little Lucy Maud is SO sweet and lovely today... and I've NO ONE to help me enjoy her!“ I love that so much!! 1mo

TheAromaofBooks For some reason another story that stuck out to me was when she was talking about her Aunt Emily and how she's just kind of mean-spirited and doesn't even know it. “I recall some things that Aunt Emily said to me when I was a young girl that I can never forget - little poisoned arrows that have rankled ever since. Yet I have no doubt she forgets she ever said them and would be amazed if she were told of them.“ It just really made me think how ⬇ 1mo

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TheAromaofBooks (cont'd) important it is to watch what we say to people because you never know when something is going to stick with them!

And I LOVED that the story in Rilla where Rilla yells at the movie theater for the girl to pull the knife out of her stocking - is a true story! That made me so happy because that story has always cracked me up. 1mo

lauraisntwilder @TheAromaofBooks I find it so strange that she later went on to write a largely autobiographical series of books about a young orphan who is forever haunted by the mean things her mean, old relatives said about her while she was hiding under a table and that she would name that character EMILY. 1mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks Yes!! I loved that story about her mother, and what a gift it was for her to hear it! It reminded me of the little packet of letters Anne receives when she visits her birthplace, giving her a glimpse of her mother's love and pride in little baby Anne. And I was so glad to discover that it was Frede who was the original for the movie theater story!! 1mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks @lauraisntwilder Isn't it wild how much of LMM's life shows up in little bits and pieces in her fiction? I hadn't even made the connection between Aunt Emily and Emily the character. What a parallel. And LMM's comments about Aunt Emily are also echoed in Marilla's memories of cruel things said to her as a child. 1mo

TheAromaofBooks @BarbaraJean @lauraisntwilder - I have to say that the parts of this journal section that broke my heart a little were the ones where she talks about how important Frede is to her and how she doesn't know what she would do without that friendship. 😢 It's just so crazy how we have no idea what life is going to bring us, and how someone you think is going to be there to grow old with you might not be. But seeing how close they are - sooo sad!!! 1mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks Ugh, YES. I keep a page flag at the outer edge of the week's reading, and I kept seeing the beginning of the next section, when she records Frede's death. It broke my heart every time she talked about her friendship with Frede, and I was reminded of how little time they had left together. 😭 1mo

TheAromaofBooks This week's section is going to be so sad!!! 1mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks With the journals, I usually read 20-ish pages on M-F… but yesterday was a rough day and I couldn‘t bear to start this section, knowing how it begins! 1mo

TheAromaofBooks That's usually what I do as well, but with the moving I have been wrapping up all my “chapter ish a day“ reads one at a time instead of trying to read a chapter out of a half dozen books 😂 So I am trying to read this entire journals section next and it's SO hard. And we can talk about this when we discuss this section, but I feel like one of the biographies kind of dissed LMM because she wrote more about her cat dying than Frede - but this has ⬇ 1mo

TheAromaofBooks (cont'd) been SO powerful and emotional and it's pages long! It's been really interesting to read the full journals for myself because there have definitely been several interpretations of her journals in the various biographies we read that I have NOT agreed with. 1mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks Yeah, this week's section isn't an easy one to binge 😢 I read just the first entry last night and discovered that it's 20-ish pages—and I also thought about that criticism of LMM writing such a long entry about her cat's death. I was inclined to dismiss the comparison/criticism at the time—sometimes things are just too difficult to write about. But the length & emotion of this entry made me even more mad at that biographer! 1mo

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L.M. Montgomery's Complete Journals: The Ontario Years: 1918-1921 | Jen Rubio L.M. Montgomery

“…think of all the fun you miss if you are non-excitable. There's nothing quite so wonderful as dancing around a blazing fire. What matter if it end only in gray ashes? And while walking is a sure and safe mode of locomotion it isn't half as exhilarating as flying, even if you do come down with a thud.”

This reminds me SO much of Anne! Doesn‘t Marilla use the same reasoning in reverse?!

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CSeydel Oh my gosh, I love this 1mo

TheAromaofBooks I do think this is such a great example of different personality types. I'm definitely in the “walk even though it's boring“ camp haha 1mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks Yeah, I tend to agree with Marilla a bit on this one--I tend to privilege the sure and safe modes of locomotion so as to avoid the thud 😂 1mo

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L.M. Montgomery's Complete Journals: The Ontario Years: 1918-1921 | Jen Rubio L.M. Montgomery

“This is part of Montgomery‘s great gift as a story teller—she actually relived the moments as her pen traced them on the page… It would be a mistake to underestimate the importance of the journals as living text. Her life is literally in these pages and in the pages of her novels.”
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I started Vol. 4 last night and really enjoyed the intro, as well as getting back into Maud‘s life. How‘s your reading coming?

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JenlovesJT47 I haven‘t read any of the journals yet. Do you think it‘s essential to read them in order or does it matter? 2mo

TheAromaofBooks I started the journal yesterday... a brief delay when I realized I had accidentally purchased Volume 5 instead of Volume 4 😂 But I am back on track now that I am in the right year!! 1mo

BarbaraJean @JenlovesJT47 Oh, I didn‘t realize you hadn‘t read any of the journals yet! Do you want to still be tagged for the journal posts? I don‘t think it‘s essential to start from the beginning instead of jumping in partway through, but it‘s probably helpful to have some context for her life (biographies, etc.)—she does refer back to previous events, people, places, etc. 1mo

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BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks Hahaha! I asked for volume 4 for Christmas and was annoyingly specific on my list, realizing how similar all the titles are—they‘re not super clearly marked by volume numbers! I was paranoid my husband would get volume 5 accidentally 😆 1mo

JenlovesJT47 You can tag me, no problem. I got behind on reading the journals last year but I do have them downloaded already so I‘m going to start them soon. I love journaling myself so I‘m looking forward to these! 1mo

JenlovesJT47 I have read quite a few biographies about her so I will try to start on the current one this week. She was such an interesting person! 1mo

BarbaraJean @JenlovesJT47 Sounds good! She WAS such an interesting person—and such a good storyteller that her journals really bring her to life. I look forward to hearing your thoughts as you read! 1mo

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L.M. Montgomery's Complete Journals: The Ontario Years: 1918-1921 | Jen Rubio L.M. Montgomery

Thank you everyone who voted on our next adjacent reads! Top picks:
Last of the Mohicans (6 votes)
Pollyanna (5 votes)
Life of Charlotte Bronte (4 votes)
I made the above schedule based on our votes & the Journals Vol. 4. We'll read Rilla and Pollyanna in May! Ivanhoe, More Tramps Abroad, and Beautiful Joe all received 3 votes each, so I'll plan to work those in later in the year.
#KindredSpiritsBuddyRead #LMMJournals #LMMReread #LMMAdjacent ⬇

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BarbaraJean As always, all are welcome to join in for any part of the buddy read that strikes your fancy. I keep separate tag lists for each book and for the #LMMJournals read. Just let me know if you're not tagged and you'd like to be. @LitsyEvents 2mo

TheAromaofBooks Last of the Mohicans! I've always wanted to read this one, but I'm also scared 😂 Love the 5-chapters-a-week schedule for that one. 2mo

julieclair Yay! I‘m in for Pointed Firs and the Mohicans. And maybe for Rainbow Valley… please tag me for all three. 😃 2mo

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BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks 😂 It almost works out to chapter-a-day! I was torn between allotting 3 or 4 weeks for that one, but decided taking more time is never a bad thing 😆 2mo

BarbaraJean @julieclair I‘ve got you down for all three! 2mo

Daisey I‘m in for Last of the Mohicans! 2mo

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I fell behind in reading this with #kindredspiritsbuddyread last year, but I caught up this month by reading a few pages every morning. This is the third volume of LMM's journals and I've found them all so interesting. I especially like reading a little a day. It has made LMM feel like a companion.

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It‘s 11:30pm on Friday here, and I won‘t be able to finish this tonight. 😩 I have class all day tomorrow, so… here‘s a discussion prompt with zero questions and you can discuss amongst yourselves! Especially that section about LMM‘s “love affairs” 😆 (That‘s about as far as I‘ve gotten) I‘ll hop into the discussion as I‘m able and as I make progress in my reading!

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TheAromaofBooks I still have about 40 pages left, so you are all good!! I will say that my favorite part of the “love affair“ section was when Edwin, who caused her so much stress and agony, and to whom she was actually ENGAGED, only gets one sentence! 😂 3mo

lauraisntwilder One of my main take aways from this volume was that I'm glad I didn't marry a clergyman! Those pastoral visits just about drove her to drink. 😂 It's so hard to imagine living in a time of such a huge war, with no 24 hr news cycle, no social media with reporters on the ground. My parents grew up in LA and have been following the wildfire news on YouTube. But poor Maud had to wait for a newspaper to be printed. 3mo

lauraisntwilder I sympathized with Maud's feelings of disconnection with Cavendish, while simultaneously the people who made home feel like home were dying or changing. 3mo

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lauraisntwilder Oh, but my favorite part in the whole book was Ewan's reaction to meeting Maud's sister. He was so rarely mentioned, but that line of his made me laugh. 3mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks 😂 😂 I cracked up when she wrote there was no need to say much of him. I wrote in the margin: “Because so much has been said already!“ I loved that whole “love affair“ section, including the request from the editor that she write about it for “adoring Canadian girls“! The sweetness of finding out that her first crush “had really been all my young fancy had painted.“ And then the singer whose eyelids intrigued her 😂 ⬇ 2mo

BarbaraJean (Cont'd) I was struck by how often she said some man had cared terribly for her and then followed that by saying he had meant nothing to her. So flippant! And it makes me SO sad to read (again) that she was never in love with Ewan. With LMM having written love stories like Anne & Gilbert and Valancy & Barney... it makes me doubly sad she didn't have that love & partnership in her own life. Maybe part of why she needed friendships so deeply. 2mo

BarbaraJean @lauraisntwilder Seriously! It brings to life all the more why she never wanted to marry a minister!! That one entry where she talked about how they'd been “visiting wildly“ to get in all those pastoral visits before the roads “broke up.“ I just couldn't. Ewan's reaction to her sister was hilarious. I wish we got more of a picture of what Ewan was really like. That one line made me like him a lot! 2mo

BarbaraJean All the bits and pieces about Page were fascinating and infuriating. Maud feels so many things so deeply, and with the war and the looming legal threat with Page, I can feel her struggles mounting. It makes me feel for her and wish she had a therapist!! Or at least a kindred spirit nearby. (That's probably another casualty of being a minister's wife, now that I think of it--hard to have a confidant among parishioners.) (edited) 2mo

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L.M. Montgomery's Complete Journals: The Ontario Years 1911-1917 | Jen Rubio

I apologize for not posting this sooner—I don‘t know how it got to be Wednesday and I‘m only just starting this last chunk of volume 3!! How is everyone‘s journal-reading coming along?

I‘ll plan to post questions this weekend—late on Friday if I can, because I have a busy weekend ahead. Looking forward to discussing with all of you. And now I‘ll dive into my reading! #LMMJournals #KindredSpiritsBuddyRead

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TheAromaofBooks I'm enjoying this section!! I'm intrigued by how obsessed LMM is with the war. It's obvious that she's an anomaly among the somewhat backwater area where she lives, but I wonder if more people in Canada at the time felt as she did, as she's quite obsessive about it. 3mo

lauraisntwilder I'm actually on track to finish on time, which is great because I was behind on all the other sections. Not because I wasn't enjoying it, but life got in the way. 3mo

lauraisntwilder Oh! I've also ordered a copy of The Watchmen, her poetry collection that she barely mentioned except to say she didn't expect much to come of it. 😜 3mo

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BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks I am intrigued by her interest in the war, but not as intrigued by reading her updates about war developments (or the footnotes explaining them) 😂 It gives so much personal context for Rilla, though!! Like you, I‘m curious how closely the rest of the population was following events. There must have been lots of people who felt as she did, given the newspaper coverage she talks about. 3mo

BarbaraJean @lauraisntwilder Oh yay about catching up! And 😂 about the poetry collection! I realized I actually have it in an ebook collection of LMM‘s works, but her comments don‘t exactly inspire me to read it… 3mo

lauraisntwilder @BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks I'm definitely not reading all the footnotes. Not just the war ones, either. I'm not finding them very helpful for her personal interests either. She'll mention someone and the footnote will go ahead and tell when they died, which I don't always want to know at the moment I'm reading about them. 3mo

TheAromaofBooks @lauraisntwilder @BarbaraJean - I have definitely been skipping the war footnotes! I don't actually need to know all the nitty gritty historical details of what LMM is talking about 😂 3mo

BarbaraJean @lauraisntwilder @TheAromaofBooks Well, now I'm gonna skip them, too! 😂 Honestly, I really wish the footnotes were more helpful, or at least consistent. The editors give way too much info sometimes (like death dates and war details), and not enough or irrelevant info at other times (so many times I wish I could get a refresher on who someone is and when LMM has mentioned them before). 3mo

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L.M. Montgomery's Complete Journals: The Ontario Years 1911-1917 | Jen Rubio

I'm catching up on LMM's journals and am also reading Anne of the Island, both for #kindredspiritsbuddyread. Today, I happened to read this same phrase in both books! Maud gave Anne her own dislike of change, definitely.

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I didn‘t realize until @TheKidUpstairs mentioned it a few days ago: 2024 is the 150th anniversary of LMM‘s birth. At that point, I remembered LMM‘s birthday was in November, but I didn‘t remember the date and thought I‘d missed the day. And then I read this last night and realized it‘s TODAY! Happy 150th Birthday, L.M. Montgomery! 🎂🎉In celebration, share in the comments something you love about LMM‘s books!

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BarbaraJean For me, I love the kinship that I feel with so many of her characters (Anne, Emily, Valancy…), and how deftly she can draw a character with just a few sentences of description or dialogue. And, how much comfort and laughter I find in her books! 4mo

TheBookHippie I love Anne- but Emily, for me, is a kindred spirit. 4mo

JenlovesJT47 Same age as I am now! 👵🏻 I am way behind on reading the journals but I hope to get to them soon. Looking forward to reading the Christmas stories! 💚 4mo

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jewright I loved that Anne was smart but had a temper. She was so real to me when I read her as a child. I read every single one of her books and loved them all. Rilla of Ingleside is my favorite book of all time. 4mo

CSeydel 🎂🎉 4mo

LeahBergen Happy Birthday, Maud! I love her for showing ten-year-old Canadian me that Canada had a “classic” children‘s author, too! I‘d only read British or American classics up to that point. 4mo

TheAromaofBooks I just so admire her knack for capturing human nature. So many of her stories feel timeless because she connects readers to universal experiences. I grew up on LMM and have read and reread her books so many times. I don't know what I would do without them!! 4mo

lauraisntwilder Her humor is so perfect. I feel like she perfected the art of "laughing with" someone, rather than at them. She could make the ridiculousness of a situation so clear, but it feels good natured rather than cruel. 4mo

BarbaraJean @TheBookHippie Yes!! I love the Anne books, but Emily is so much more relatable for me. @JenlovesJT47 Glad to have you along for the Christmas stories! They're a lot easier to keep up with or hop in and out as you're able! 4mo

BarbaraJean @jewright Yes, I love how real Anne feels. And Rilla is one of LMM's best—I love the view it gives of the “home front“ of WWI, while showing Rilla's growth in maturity. @LeahBergen I love that!! I think LMM would be so pleased to know that her works have continued to be read so widely, and are considered classics. 4mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks She is definitely a master at characterization! I've loved reading her observations in her journals—she had such a keen eye for what made people tick, and knew how to convey that. @lauraisntwilder Yes! And I think so much of that “laughing with“ feel comes from how she's also able to laugh at herself. That really comes across in her journals. 4mo

julieclair I love the overall hopeful, cozy, homely tone of her books. 4mo

AvidReader25 I love the theme of found family. Her characters are often orphans or have strict, cold families. I love that they often end up closest to the people they choose. 💙 4mo

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#LMMJournals #KindredSpiritsBuddyRead discussion: July 14, 1913 - Mar. 12, 1916

“How I love my old journal and what a part of my life it has become. It satisfies some need in my nature. It seems like a personal confidant in whom I can repose absolute trust.”

There was a LOT in this week‘s section: from the heartbreak of the loss of her child and the WWI years to Stuart‘s birth. What parts did you find particularly interesting or meaningful?

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JenlovesJT47 This is how I feel about journaling. 💚 4mo

TheAromaofBooks This was SUCH an interesting section! I found it interesting how invested LMM was in WWI when, at some level, it was somewhat distant from her - she doesn't seem to really have anyone close to her serving as a soldier, for instance. I LOVE Rilla of Ingleside, so it was also interesting to see real-life backdrop/feelings for that future story.

Losing the baby was just sooo heartbreaking! And her being so miserable when she's pregnant but still ⬇ 4mo

TheAromaofBooks (cont'd) having to do so much made ME feel tired!

One thing that struck me about this section - most of the biographies we've read have really acted like LMM didn't even like her husband, barely tolerated him, found him to be a bore, etc. But multiple times in this section, LMM mentions being glad that he's there, being sad that he's leaving, missing him while he's gone, etc. While I never get an impression of genuine kindred-spirit-ism-ness ⬇ 4mo

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TheAromaofBooks (cont'd) between them, it also doesn't feel like their marriage is as unequal or as miserable as I feel like it was implied in other books we've read. I do think later in life both of their mental health issues caused a lot of breakdown in their relationship, but here in these middle years it feels like while they may not have a lot of passion that they do still share friendship, companionship, and an ability to work together. 4mo

TheAromaofBooks I'm really looking forward to rereading Anne of the Island. It's another favorite of mine. And you know, ol' Publisher Page was a total jerk, plus a thief, but... I do think we have him to thank for more Anne books sooo 😂 4mo

BarbaraJean @JenLovesJT47 Yes! You can see this reflected in her journal as well—it's such a needed outlet for her. @TheAromaofBooks The way she writes about Ewan in this volume surprised me, too! You can see there was a compatibility there & her decision to marry him makes more sense. It makes me frustrated at the various biographies that seem to characterize her marriage based only on the later years—which were awful, but it's not like it was ALL terrible! 4mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks On the other hand,there was a passage in this section where she talked about the only perfect happiness being in the arms of someone she loves with all her heart. She then universalizes it as “every woman's real idea of happiness“ but it broke my heart a little to see her express happiness in that way. She didn't say it right out, but it was pretty clear she didn't feel she had that in Ewan. ⬇ 4mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks I'm really looking forward to Anne of the Island, too!! It'll be next up for us in January! It's so strange to read that LMM didn't think much of it. It's always been one of my favorites—probably because I love getting to finally see the culmination of the Anne/Gilbert romance. 4mo

TheAromaofBooks I get the feeling from the journals that Maud didn't, for lack of a better word, trust passion. That if you feel all the physical attraction and butterflies and yearning, then there must be something wrong. I think she chose Ewan almost because she DIDN'T feel those things for him, which meant that he was a safe, simple, practical choice. I think she feared the part of her that had such dramatic emotional swings from high to low and wanted ⬇ 4mo

TheAromaofBooks (cont'd) someone who could help her to find balance and stability. But I think she had no idea that Ewan actually also suffered from similar swings, so in the end she missed out on the joys of the highs while still ending up with someone who made the lows worse, and that genuinely is so sad and lonely. But through this section especially I do feel like they were at least friends who were able to work together comfortably, so it made me feel like ⬇ 4mo

TheAromaofBooks (cont'd) her marriage wasn't just 100% disaster 100% of the time, which is honestly the impression I got from the biographies. In this section, I feel like she's actually pretty content. Her journals obviously have her aggravations and frustrations with everyday annoyances, but she also talks about loving her home, being glad to return there, the joys of being in charge of her own household, etc. 4mo

TheAromaofBooks Also, her losing the baby really made me think about House of Dreams and how incredibly emotional that section has always been and how she must have pulled from her own experiences and feelings. SO sad. 4mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks I think that's right, especially given how she talks about Herman. With him, she'd experienced passion without compatibility and I think it scared her. I think you're right that she wanted someone who would give her contentment & stability. And he does at first! I've been pleasantly surprised that she is so content through this whole volume. Marriage and motherhood do bring her what she hoped for, at least for a time. ⬇ 4mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks It was interesting that in this section, she longed for home in Leaskdale while visiting PEI! That trip had terrible weather, and she noticed changes in the people & the place, but for LMM to prefer Leaskdale to Cavendish spoke VOLUMES about her contentment in her new life. Yes, the loss of her baby was heartbreaking! House of Dreams echoes that experience so strongly. The parallels in her life & work add so much to the re-reads! 4mo

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L.M. Montgomery's Complete Journals: The Ontario Years 1911-1917 | Jen Rubio

“What a pity it is so hard to be both good and interesting. I am not good—but I *am* interesting!”

#LMMJournals #KindredSpiritsBuddyRead

JenlovesJT47, lauraisntwilder, TheAromaofBooks

TheKidUpstairs Great quote! Leaskdale is just down the road from me, the Lucy Maud Montgomery Society of Ontario runs a lovely museum there, and they have speakers come throughout the summer for talks and afternoon tea events. Just last week Megan Follows was there for a celebration of LM Montgomery's 150th :) 4mo

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BarbaraJean @TheKidUpstairs Oh, how lovely!! What a treat to have that so close! I discovered a few days ago that I‘d completely missed that it was just LMM‘s 150th! An egregious oversight in the midst of this deep dive buddy read into LMM‘s life and works 🤦🏻‍♀️ 4mo

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L.M. Montgomery's Complete Journals: The Ontario Years 1911-1917 | Jen Rubio

A reminder for the #KindredSpiritsBuddyRead-ers who are following along with the #LMMJournals: this coming week (Nov. 24-30) we‘ll be picking up the journals again for just one week, before we dive into LMM‘s Christmas stories.

On Saturday 11/30, we‘ll discuss July 14, 1913 - March 12, 1916 from Volume 3 of LMM‘s Complete Journals. Looking forward to it!

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L.M. Montgomery's Complete Journals: The Ontario Years 1911-1917 | Jen Rubio

#KindredSpiritsBuddyRead #LMMJournals

We‘re back into LMM‘s journals this week, starting volume 3 with LMM‘s honeymoon travels, setting up the manse in Leaskdale, and reflections on new motherhood. I‘m behind on this week‘s reading—so just a general check-in this week, posted early because tomorrow is packed! 😊

How are you doing with this week‘s reading?
What have you noticed? Are there sections, quotes, or themes that stood out to you?

JenlovesJT47, lauraisntwilder, TheAromaofBooks

TheAromaofBooks I am almost done reading this section, so I'll pop back in. Also, just confirming, we aren't reading the Chronicles as a group, right? I may still read through them because I'm kind of interested in how they fit into her overall publishing progression arc haha 5mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks Yes, I decided not to include Chronicles this time around—I wasn‘t super interested in re-reading, and they pop up in the journal so close to Golden Road that logistically it also worked better to leave them out! I‘d love to hear your thoughts if you do read through them at this point, though! 5mo

lauraisntwilder I'm behind, too, but I'm enjoying being back in Maud's world again. She made me laugh when she talked about her new dining room, with "only one window which gives a view of several ugly back yards including our own." I also loved the irony of her traveling to places she loved from books/poems and being annoyed when they were packed with tourists. Who goes to PEI and doesn't go to the Anne sights? Would you even go there otherwise?? 5mo

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TheAromaofBooks Like @lauraisntwilder I was glad to be back to reading Maud's thoughts again. Her honeymoon sounds like quite the whirlwind! You have to wonder if she had any thoughts about Ewan vs. MacMillan when she met M in person. And was M's fiancee really as bad as Maud portrayed her, or was she being a little catty/dog-in-the-manger-ish?? On the other hand, it sounds like Maud was physically so uncomfortable from her cystitis, who can blame her for being⬇ 5mo

TheAromaofBooks (cont'd) a little grumpy?? How horrible to have a problem at a time when there were no antibiotics or anything that could actually help her problem. It just sounds miserable, especially while traveling!

It's been fun to read about her setting up house and of course the arrival of Chester. But it's also kind of hard to read about her being soooo in love with her baby knowing that he's going to absolutely literally destroy her life later 😢 5mo

BarbaraJean @lauraisntwilder @TheAromaofBooks I've been enjoying Maud's voice again as well! I had to laugh at her comments about literary sites being crowded with tourists. I think she would be aghast at how AoGG sites are such a tourist attraction now! I feel for her annoyance, because who wouldn't want those gorgeous sights to themselves, for reflection & full immersion in the experience? It's a shame when the experience is diminished by the crowds, but ⬇ 5mo

BarbaraJean (Cont'd) ...also just a little entitled to be so indignant that others also want to experience those same sights. @TheAromaofBooks Her descriptions of MacMillan's fiancee were really funny! I didn't get the sense that she was being catty (who knows, though!), but I did feel like her skills in writing a quick, vivid character sketch were on full display there! The passages where she gushes about her love for Chester were SO bittersweet to read. ⬇ 5mo

BarbaraJean (Cont'd) The note on the May 6, 1913 entry really got me. “My own dear little son! What a blessing you are to me! Will you always be so?“ and then the later added note: “Oh, dear God! 1937!“ 😭 Another passage that struck me was in the June 29, 1913 entry, when she talks about truth and not having the courage to tell it because she's a slave to old conventions and rules. That rings so true about her struggles with conventions and appearances. 5mo

TheAromaofBooks Yes on the conventions thing!! Because I definitely feel like a lot of her life choices were made because of “what would people say“ and “upholding the family name“ instead of what she actually wants from life. And that entry about Chester!!!!! 😢 5mo

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L.M. Montgomery's Complete Journals: The Ontario Years 1911-1917 | Jen Rubio

#BookMail! Volume 3 of LMM‘s complete journals arrived today, and I spent some time happily planning out the next few months of the #KindredSpiritsBuddyRead, figuring out where #LMMReread and #LMMAdjacent books should fall, which adjacent reads to include, and scoping out an LMM Christmas plan! 🎉 More details soon 😊

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TheAromaofBooks Yay!! When did we even originally start with our Kindred Spirits reads? You would think I would be burned out on LMM by now, but I have just so thoroughly enjoyed exploring one author and her works so completely. 8mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks We started in October 2020!! I‘ve really enjoyed this deep dive, too. (Well, obviously or I wouldn‘t keep it going 😂) It‘s been such fun reading along with you and the group! 8mo

TheAromaofBooks We may need a four-year anniversary party! 😂 I can't believe it's been that long!! 8mo

BarbaraJean @TheAromaofBooks I know, right?! Maybe I should host an Anne-themed swap or something! 8mo

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