I‘ve been completely transfixed by NXIVM since learning about it several years ago. Edmondson seeks to apologize for recruiting people into this cult, but her redemption arc does fall flat at times. I don‘t pretend to understand how difficult her healing as a victim and perpetrator must be, so even if self-indulgent and clunky at times, this is a brave and compelling memoir. For more context, this a great companion to the documentary “The Vow.”4⭐️