Moody, dark & desperate, this is the story of losing a sibling while at the impressionable & angsty age of 13. Mom pops pills & Dad buries himself in work leaving Nico alone to cope with the loss of her sister & idol. She turns to her sister's boyfriend, the only one she thinks can understand her. Maybe its my own place in life, 50 y/o teacher prepping to return to school, but I found reading (previewing for my librarian) this YA a grind.